Title: The Devil Incarnate.
Author: Lingren.
e.mail: dalintel@aol.com
Status: Complete.
Category: Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort, Romance.
Warnings:
Pairings: Sam/Jack.
Season: 5.
Spoilers: None.
Rating: 13+
Summary: Not all ‘first contacts’ go smoothly.
Disclaimer: Don’t own Stargate SG-1. No copywrite
infringements intended. Just borrowing the Characters for a bit of fantasy and
imagination.
Author’s Notes:
File Size: 176K
THE
DEVIL INCARNATE.
by Lingren.
The noise level
rose in the confines of the small locker room and the boisterous behaviour of one
of the four members of the premier team, SG-1, grew with it. The worst offender
was, believe it or not, the leader of this little band of diversified
characters, one Colonel Jack O’Neill. He stripped off his regulation T-shirt
and threw it, supposedly at his friend Dr. Daniel Jackson, the team’s linguist
and archaeologist. It went sailing over his head far too high and landed on the
security camera, blotting out the ‘spy in the corner’ and earning Jack a round
of applause.
“Yeeess,” Jack
hissed, punching the air with his fist.
He took a bow, before
pulling on his clean T-shirt and Jacket, and then walked purposefully towards
his 2IC with a wicked gleam in his eye.
“You know Jack; I
bet you were a real devil when you were a kid.” Daniel stated in earnest, folding
his arms across his chest to study his friend. “Still are,” he added. “All
that’s missing are the horns, the red suit and the tail, along with the em….”
Jack cut him off.
“….I don’t know
what you mean Daniel, but I think my Mother would be hurt to hear you say
that!” Jack replied; his eyebrows rising in all innocence. Though this remark
brought a few giggles from Sam.
“One of these days
General Hammond’s going to cotton on to your antics,” Daniel sing-songed,
pulling on his own jacket.
“No he won’t; not
if I can help it. Now get out of here, we’ll see you guys in the gate room in
five minutes.” Jack growled mockingly.
Teal’c and Daniel
happily took themselves off to the gate room to await the others, hoping that
General Hammond wouldn’t ask too many questions as to what was keeping Major
Sam Carter and the Colonel.
Jack, now that
they had the room to themselves, approached Sam and drew her into a hug before
kissing her soundly. Sam responded by throwing her arms round his neck and
bringing his head even closer, pressing their lips together more firmly. When
they both came up for air, Jack rested his forehead against hers while they
both calmed their breathing once more. It was just a quickly stolen moment in
their forbidden relationship and they both knew it would have to last them
until they got back from their mission in four days time.
Fraternisation was
strictly forbidden under Air Force regulations, but that hadn’t stopped them
from falling head over heels in love with each other. It had taken the couple,
a few years to finally admit to each other that there was something between
them, and then it took even longer for them to actually do something about it,
prompted by their team-mates to ‘stop tap-dancing round the issue and just get
on with it’.
Jack straightened
Sam’s jacket again and zipped up her vest for her, before dropping his hands to
fasten his own. She gave him a quick peck on the cheek and silently slid her
palm down across his clean shaven face, her blue, suddenly serious eyes locking
onto his deeply hooded dark hazel ones for a brief moment; then in the blink of
an eyelid, she was gone.
The door closed
behind her and Jack let out a deep sigh, staring at the inanimate door,
wondering what the mission had in store for them all this time. Neither he nor
Sam had spoken a word; it wasn’t necessary.
They both knew it could possibly be the last time they could indulge in
any dreams of normality, and that either of them could die out there today,
tomorrow...or whenever. It was an unspoken fear they had for each other and
perhaps speaking of it would bring about its reality, so the words had always remained
unuttered.
Jack picked up his
backpack and pulled the T-shirt from the security camera, throwing it in the
laundry bin across the room, whooping another *Yeesss* when it shot straight
in, then he made his way out of the door to join his team.
As soon as they
stepped from the room it would be as if their earlier intimate moments had
never existed. Back in that room for a few minutes it had been just Jack and
Sam, but now it was their professionalism which came to the fore, and they
switched back to being Colonel O’Neill and his 2IC, Major Sam Carter. There was
no Jack and Sam whilst working, personal feelings didn’t enter into it. Their
emotions would not intrude until they were home and off duty again. It was
their unspoken rule, and only fair to the other members of the team. The brief
interlude in the locker room being the only time they broke the rules on base,
just in case it was goodbye.
**********
Jack sauntered
calmly into the gate room, Sam was checking the equipment on the M.A.L.P. and
Daniel was rummaging through his backpack for the umpteenth time, while Teal’c
stood by patiently waiting, standing like a sentinel guarding his team-mates
already. Jack looked down at his watch, noting that he was on time and
signalled to the General his readiness for the mission to begin.
General Hammond
ordered the dialling process to begin and stood patiently behind Sergeant Davis
watching his best team prepare to leave this world and bravely walk upon the
surface of an unknown planet. The bantering going on between the close knit
team below was comforting in it’s own way, giving him the feeling that maybe just
this once the mission would go according to plan. It was meant to be a simple
‘meet ‘n’ greet’, and they were to glean as much Intel as possible from a race
of people who were perhaps a lot less advanced than they were. But, as they had
discovered to their cost before, some societies were advanced in many other
ways than was at first thought.
The gate locked its
seventh chevron into place and the bright plume of matter burst forth into the
gate room, bathing the area in an eerie blue glow, bringing an awesome silence
to the waiting team as they watched the M.A.L.P slowly make its way up the
ramp. Tense minutes passed by as each team member looked to each other, hanging
unspoken messages of reassurances in the silence.
“SG-1!” Hammond barked
through the microphone at the four, making them look up at him expectantly;
waiting for his orders. “You have a go.
See you in four days. Report back to me every 24 hours Colonel. God speed!”
“Yes Sir. Will do!
Thank you Sir. Keep the lights on General; we’ll be back before you know it!” Jack
waved a ragged version of a salute to the senior officer then led his team up
the ramp until one by one they disappeared into the event horizon, stepping out
onto a new world beyond.
**********
PZ4 792 appeared
to be everything that the M.A.L.P. had shown it to be for once. The temperature
was a cool 12 degrees C., but a weak sun still shone down on them from out of a
clear blue sky. A breeze blew gently, rustling the shrivelled leaves littering
the ground around their feet and causing an occasional dead leaf to swirl down
from the almost bare trees nearby. Jack relaxed his grip slightly on his P90
and dropped it back, supporting it at waist level, feeling that for now they
appeared to be safe. The rest of the team followed his example, though each of
them remained in readiness for the unexpected encounter that might prove
potentially dangerous.
“Okaaay...Carter,
which way to this town?” Jack asked, he was the Colonel now and as such, he was
in command, and waiting none too patiently for her to reply.
Sam studied the
compass, and then finally deciding the correct heading she answered.
“It’s to the North
Sir. That way; through the gap between the trees. About 35 clicks away Sir.”
“Oiy! Just for
once, couldn’t we gate to some place that has it’s civilisation nearer to the damn
Stargate?” Jack whined.
“We...um...tried
that before and we barely made it back to the SGC in one piece Jack,” Daniel
pointedly reminded him. “PX2 843...remember? The gate was right in the middle
of the village square and we were faced with hundreds of hostile natives. If I
remember rightly, it was you that almost didn’t make it back....”
“Okay, okay, just don’t
remind me. So on that occasion it was a little too close for comfort, but just
now and then, a few hundred metres would suffice, even a mile or two, but
jeesh, it always seems to be between 20 and 40 clicks. Give a guy a break now
and then huh?” he pleaded mockingly, looking heavenwards and rolling his eyes
and his shoulders, his hands outstretched, just like Topol in *The Fiddler on
the Roof*, Jack mimicked him, half singing “Would it spoil some vast eternal
plan?....”
“Are you well
O’Neill?” asked Teal’c with deadpan expression on his face.
Jack frowned at
his team-mate, a little exasperated.
“Actually I’m fine
thank you Teal’c,” he replied deflated.
Sam sniggered and
Daniel smirked, whilst Teal’c on the other hand went off into a long diatribe
on why the gates were often a long way from the nearest habitation.
“It’s okay Teal’c...it
was just a little….”
“Over-rated?”
suggested Daniel. Jack cast him a cutting look but studiously ignored him and
carried on.
“….Sarcasm on my
part, don’t take it too much to heart big guy.” Jack patted Teal’c on the
shoulder as reassurance, and then turned serious again. “Right then! Carter,
you’re on point, Teal’c, you watch our sixes. Daniel, that leaves you with me.
C’mon folks, let’s get this show on the road.” He waited for Sam to move off
before following; walking alongside Daniel, knowing Teal’c would take his duty
seriously, and keep them safe should there be any attack from the rear.
**********
The landscape
around them deepened from flat and desolate looking, to forests, of tall dark
pines. A small clearing afforded them the ideal place to sit and rest for a
while. The walk had been boring to say the least and Sam smiled indulgently at
Jack’s comments about the over abundance of trees, knowing it was something he
always remarked about no matter which planet he was on. The rest break was
welcome, but sitting around was getting each of them chilled, when the sweat
from the walk cooled on the skin beneath their clothes. Jack urged them to pack
up and move on, giving the excuse that it will soon be getting dark, and he for
one didn’t want to arrive anywhere in the dark. A potentially dangerous position
to get into; a dark unknown location plus any strangers, equalled a warning
signal prickling at the back of his neck. No sir...he wanted to arrive wherever
it was, in broad daylight so he could fully assess the situation.
After another few
miles he called for a halt, it was getting dark now, much quicker than they had
anticipated. They would have to set up camp. They moved away from the beaten
track into a small clearing some metres away and set to; erecting the tents.
The spot was well chosen, it was far enough from the path and well hidden away
from prying eyes. In a strategically chosen place, higher than the surrounding
area, in order to look around them in a 360 degree circle at anything that may
approach.
The night passed
without incident, and the next day they packed up and continued on their way.
Emerging from the
trees, great rolling hills with fields of corn, or whatever these people grew,
appeared on the landscape. There were sheep and goats grazing in the higher
paddocks and the occasional dog barked it’s warning of approaching strangers. A
few of the people came out to see what the rumpus was all about and watched
fascinated as the strangers progressed down the dirt track which passed for a
road where they encountered yet more and more houses and people. The spartan
setting of the houses near the outskirts diminished now, the number growing
rapidly the further into the town they went, until they were walking down a
wide street, between crowded houses. There was nothing technically advanced
about this society, at least that they could see. A cart pulled by an ox plodded
past the end of the road, and as they neared the corner, they were greeted by
many other such conveyances, all moving along the street.
As far as towns
go, it was only a small one, but the people seemed friendly enough. It reminded
them of the Middle Eastern countries, the whitewashed walls of adobe was
reminiscent of a scene from somewhere like the older parts of Jerusalem. Jack
looked behind him for the thousandth time, watching the growing crowd to their
rear. He smiled benignly at them and carried on; safe in the fact that no-one
seemed to be armed with any kind of weapon or had attempted to disarm
them...yet. Not that he could tell if they hid anything behind their long
flowing robes. Only time would tell, he assured himself.
The swell of the
crowd seemed to herd them in a certain direction, though nobody had uttered a
word so far. They drifted along the dusty road, hopefully towards where the
appropriate authoritative figures would be waiting for them. And suddenly, there
they were. As soon as the next corner was turned, a welcoming committee awaited
them on the steps of a large colonnaded building set before a small market
square. The cries and jostles from the sea of traders and shoppers faded to a
deathly hush as they approached the waiting group. All eyes firmly fixed on the
four olive clad figures which stood out starkly against the muted beige, cream
and white robes of the surrounding throng. Jack turned on his noted charm and smiled
serenely to the serious looking officials then called on Daniel.
“Daniel...you’re
on. Time to make nice with these folks!”
Daniel stepped
forward and bowed slightly to the group anxiously eyeing them up and down, all of
them unsure as to what the presence of these strangers meant.
“Um...Hi. I’m
Daniel Jackson. This is Major Sam Carter....” he waved his arm in her direction
and did the same with the others as he introduced them. “Colonel Jack O’Neill
and Teal’c. We’re from a planet called Earth; we come in peace and wish to get
to know you and discuss trade…..” he broke off at the excited babble from
several members of the welcoming committee. He turned to Jack, noticing the
officer’s grip on his weapon had become tighter and he’d moved his finger
closer to the safety on the P-90.
“I...er...guess
they don’t speak English.”
“That’s what your
here for Daniel. This is supposed to be your thing...you know...languages?”
Jack prompted. “*Doctor*. Jackson…PhD in ancient cultures? Ring any bells?”
“Yeaaah...right.”
Daniel hesitated knowing full well what Jack was getting at but still it drew
an irritated glare from within him. He gathered his wits again and swallowed an
imaginary lump in his throat, then tried again, listening to the men speaking
among themselves, trying hard to gain an insight into their language. He tried
several different languages, including Latin and Greek, before he realised that
it was in fact a derivation of Hebrew.
“Umm…” he began in
a tentative voice, hoping he had the pronunciation just right, dredging up the
ancient words from his memory. “Shalom! We come in peace,” he interpreted as he
went for the sake of the others. “I’m Daniel.”
“Daniel!” the
obvious designated leader spoke the familiar name. “Shalom Daniel!”
“Yes…Thank you.
I’m Daniel,” he repeated laying his hand on his chest to emphasize the meaning.
He pointed to Jack, “Jack.” He followed the same motion with the others and
kept the smile plastered on his lips.
The man nodded, smiling
broadly, uttering his own name in the tense silence.
“Ebrahim,” he
placed his hand over his heart and nodded, uttering a string of words which
Daniel frowned over, but translated as best he could.
“He says his name
is Ebrahim and he is the leader of these people.”
“Ebrahim?” Jack
repeated getting to grips with the name, “Any kinda similarity to Abraham?”
“Sort of; I
suppose on a level with the biblical character, sure,” Daniel nodded.
Ebrahim smiled again
and pointed to his followers on the steps beside him, saying their names slowly
too.
“Jacob, Isaac,
Ishmael, Reuben, Simeon.”
Daniel was about
to repeat the names to the others, but Jack held up a hand to forestall him.
“Ack! I got that
bit Daniel.”
Ebrahim asked
Daniel a question which had the linguist stuttering a denial. Jack picked up on
Daniel’s rebuttal and asked him what was going on; and if it spelt trouble.
“No…it’s okay
Jack. He just wanted to know if we were…gods.”
“Oh fer cryin’ out
loud!” Jack muttered, and turned to face the leader. “We are not gods!
No way!” he stated loudly, shaking his head, waving his hands to emphasise his
point. “We’re just ordinary folks like you.”
Daniel duly
translated but felt it was unnecessary when the old man had smiled and acknowledged
Jack’s vehement statement by the tone of his voice. He asked another question
and Daniel answered quickly.
“Daniel?” Jack asked.
“He just wanted to
know if you were our leader.”
“Oh. Right…Why?”
“It's a sign of courtesy
Jack. A ‘warrior’ leader….” Daniel brought his hand up to his mouth in a subtle
cough, “….such as yourself, would be offered special consideration out of respect
for his rank.”
Jack cast a
derogatory glare at Daniel, but smiled back at Ebrahim who returned one of his
own, and casually passed a comment of ‘about time’, which Daniel sighed heavily
over before he muttered an aside to Jack.
“You’re always
lamenting about a lack of respect Jack, just make the most of it while you can,”
he mocked sotto-voce.
Jack glanced up
quickly to pierce Daniel with a long suffering look, then a disapproving one at a snickering Sam, hastily stifling her
giggle. Daniel ignored the look and turned back quickly to his host, delving
once again into their intentions.
After more halting
conversation, the team were led inside the building and invited to partake of a
meal, having first been offered a bowl of water to refresh them with. Daniel
showing the others what to do before they could offend their hosts, hoping that
their customs ran along similar lines to the Earth based Jewish ones.
The feast went off
surprisingly well and by the time it had drawn to a close everyone was well
stuffed and on the best of terms. Daniel was having a great time firing lots of
questions at Ebrahim and the others whom he now knew to be the elders of the
little town. The team were made very welcome and were treated with great
respect by the people.
Here they settled
into a smooth relationship and felt at ease. A state which had all of the team
both relieved and more relaxed. Not to be chased by the population back to the
Stargate was definitely a welcome change.
They were shown
generous accommodation and over the next 48 hours they interacted with ease,
learning ways and means from the many people they met. Every evening they would
gather again in the council chambers to join the elders for the main meal and
chat over their findings. Ebrahim was well pleased with his new friends and
looked forward to the arrival of new medicines in exchange for allowing other
teams to roam in search of some unused mineral, which Sam had enthused over,
lying beneath the soil some distance away.
Jack was happy.
There was no threat here. There were no indications that the Goa’uld had ever
been here, or that they were likely to, he hoped, and that suited him just
fine. These people were friendly, informative and willing to share what they
had. He got on well with Ebrahim despite the language barrier, picking up a few
words here and there.
**********
As it turned out
later, the walk beside the river was far more revealing about their gracious
hosts than Jack or the others could ever have imagined.
Jack and the small
group of elders from the council were ambling sedately along the banks of the
fast flowing river. This life-giving flow of water was the mainstay of the
town’s supply. It was both crystal clear and freezing cold; its origins were from
the fresh melting snow, high up in the mountains. It was deep and wide, and
Jack noted, that it had various swirls and eddies as it flowing rapidly from
the range to the east, all of which meant that it wasn’t a safe place to swim
in. Further along the banks Jack could see the women at the calmer water’s
edge, all pounding their washing onto the rocks in a time honoured method of
cleaning their laundry.
There wasn’t a great deal of conversation
going on between him and the elders because of the language differences, but
they had almost reached an understanding, using sign language, as such, and
many gestures. That’s when they heard a woman’s loud screams rend the air
following an ominous splash. Jack looked up in horror as a young woman was to
be seen floundering in the chilly waters, constantly disappearing below the
churning waves.
What amazed him
more than anything was the complete lack of action from these people along the
banks, nobody seemed to be making a move to help her, just staring helplessly
at her while she drowned. Without thinking, he slipped off his boots and jacket
and dived headlong into the swirling maelstrom. The deep penetrating chill took
his breath away, but with long easy strokes he soon reached the spot where the
distressed woman had just disappeared beneath the churning water again. Taking
a deep breath, Jack dived below the water and frantically tried to locate the
woman. Then he spotted her floating back up towards him, lifeless and limp, she
bobbed on the surface for a brief moment, before sinking again. He made a grab
for her, wrapping his arm around the frozen body under her arms and then kicked
out for the shore, hoping against hope that the chill waters didn’t sap his
strength before he could reach the safety of the river bank.
His head broke
above the roaring river again, as he relentlessly pulled her towards the little
shore, struggling now against the flow. He was tiring rapidly, the freezing
cold water draining his reserves quickly and making him shiver violently. On
reaching the shore he forced his frozen limbs to drag her inert body away from
the water’s edge, trying to draw great gulping breaths into his own lungs; but
from the woman, there were no gasps for air. Feeling for a pulse, he wasn’t
surprised when he found no reassuring throb beneath his fingers.
Without thinking,
he automatically began CPR, and started rescue breathing for her, forgetting
his own needs or the deep chill seeping into his bones from his wet clothes,
counting off the vital emergency action. He fervently wished his team were with
him, but as they had drifted a fair way down stream, he knew it would be some
time before they reached him. A crowd of onlookers from the town had followed
their progress along the river banks, and now gathered silently around him, all
watching in a fascinated horror, as he carried out his selfless actions, from pulling
her unresponsive body from the water, to the first sign that she was
recovering.
The young woman,
coughed and retched for some minutes, all of which elicited a great gasp of
disbelief from the watching crowd as they backed away from the soaking wet pair.
Jack sat back on his heels trying to regain his own breath, watching her
closely, thankful that he was able to revive her in time. The crowd grew
restless, but he hadn’t noticed until the woman recovered sufficiently to stare
up at their faces, her own horror dawning upon her now. Jack reached out a hand
and gently touched her arm, meaning to bring reassurance to her, but instead,
she pushed his hand away and began to sob. Jack was dumbfounded; he couldn’t
imagine what he’d done to upset her so much. This was when he noticed the crowd
were staring at him with something akin to fright on their faces.
Shivering from the
cold so much it made his teeth ache, Jack climbed wearily to his feet, looking
round at the crowd wondering what was wrong. Then like the parting of the
waves, the now silent horde stepped aside and Ebrahim and his elders were suddenly
all standing before him. Jack just shivered, waiting at least for someone to
say thanks and explain to him why everyone was staring wildly at him. The chief
stood silently, a vaguely sad and pained expression across his face, looking
from the woman, still sobbing as she sat shivering on the sandy shore, towards
Jack and then back again.
Jack vaguely
wondered why no-one had offered her, or himself come to that, something to wrap
around them for warmth. The Chief uttered something Jack couldn’t understand,
and a young man stepped from the gathering and knelt down, bowing his head
deeply to honour his leader, speaking his quick staccato words, gesticulating
from Jack towards the frightened woman, but the speech was too fast for Jack to
translate. ‘Great,’ he thought, ‘Where’s Daniel when I need him?’
Chief Ebrahim listened
intently to the young man as he explained what had happened, then questioned
him a few times, finally turning back to look miserably at Jack. Over the last
few days he had come to like the self-confident leader of these strangers, and
now this incident had shown him in his true colours. Without taking his eyes
off Jack, the Chief lifted his official Staff and spoke a single word, which
Jack pretty much realised what its meaning was as soon as several of the town’s
guards swarmed forward and grabbed his arms, pulling them tight behind his back,
and tying them there. Jack was too surprised to react quick enough to escape
their grip, his actions slowed by his sluggish, shivering body, all the while wondering
what the hell was going on.
“What the...?” he gasped,
peering as far behind him as was possible, to see the steely determined faces
of his captors, but was held firm. “Just what the heck is going on here Chief?
What have I done for cryin’ out loud?” The easy camaraderie had vanished now without
a trace, replaced instead by hostile looks and mistrust. Daniel really needed
to be here, like NOW. Jack yelled at the top of his voice, hoping that Daniel
would come to his assistance. “DANIEL...DANIEL, will you get your butt over
here right NOW.”
Before he could
think anymore, he was hurriedly pushed forward, back towards the town’s square,
forcing him onwards, causing him to stumble along the way. With his arms firmly
tied behind him, and his movements hampered by his shivering tremors, he
couldn’t stop himself from tripping several times and falling onto his bad
knees. The men merely yanked him to his feet again and again, putting untold
strain onto his arms. Freezing from the cold still and grimacing in pain, Jack
wondered again where Daniel was and what was taking him so long to reach him. He
wanted desperately to discover just what he’d done to offend these people.
Everything up until now had gone so well. He wondered what had happened to the
woman he’d rescued, he couldn’t see her anywhere, and whenever he’d turned to
look for her, he’d been pushed and had stumbled again.
Daniel ran into
the town square, just as Jack was being tied to a tall sturdy post in the
middle of the market place right in front of the council building. His hands were
bound in front of him round the stout wooden pole, and then his wet shirt was
unceremoniously ripped from him, exposing his back, ready for his punishment. Daniel
and Sam stopped and stared in disbelief, before Daniel’s brain caught up with
him, and he sprinted towards the Chief. Sam hurried towards Jack, but was
prevented from doing so by the guards who met her half way. Instead she hurried
after Daniel.
“Uh...What’s going
on? Why are they tying Jack up?” he asked in a faltering translation of the
native language. He turned back to face a bewildered Jack. “Jack...what the
hell did you do?”
“Do? I didn’t DO
anything. Just get me outta here, fer cryin’ out loud. This has got to be one
huge honkin’ mistake.”
The Chief at last
answered Daniel’s question.
“He broke the
sacred law governing my people. Therefore he must be punished accordingly.”
“Law? What law?”
Daniel spluttered, before turning back to face Jack. “He says you broke a
sacred law Jack. Just what happened?”
“Nothin’ I tell
ya. All I did was rescue a woman who fell in the damn river. I didn’t break any
law. I was tryin’ t’ help!” he stated irritably. Suddenly he began to shiver even
more violently, but this time not just from the cold. He had a bad feeling that
this was sooo not good news, and it was certainly no fruit basket they were
offering him. “Daniel,” he warned, “Hurry it up will ya.”
“Okay...okay.”
Daniel sought the right words, going through his limited mastery of the
language. “Chief Ebrahim, please, what law did Jack break? He says he thought
he was trying to help that woman,” he asked carefully, hoping that he too
wasn’t going to offend the Chief by probing further.
“It is written,
that no man should interfere with the will of God. When the woman fell into the
river, it was by the all powerful, almighty, God’s command, and by all that is
right she should have died, but your leader interfered with that law. He
brought her back from the dead. Therefore he must be punished. Only God is the
rightful giver of life, so it is written. The only other being which has this
power is the Devil himself. Your leader has already vehemently denied he is a
god, therefore he must be the Devil Incarnate, and it is our duty to punish his
sin and banish him back to hell, from whence he came, before he spreads his
evil ways amongst us.”
The Chief,
ignoring Daniel’s protesting denial, raised his hand and a tall muscular man
stepped forward. In his hand he bore a long whip, and began to raise it,
drawing it back and releasing it quickly to crack against Jack’s exposed back
with unbelievable force. Jack gasped in pain as the leather thong bit deep into
his flesh. He refused to cry out in agony, instead he was urging Daniel,
through gritted teeth, to hurry up and get him out of this situation.
“Dani…Argh!” he
began, but the loud crack of the whip wrenched Daniel’s name from his lips
turning it into a desolate pain-filled yelp.
Sam bit her lip so
hard in sympathy, that she could taste blood.
“W…wait...wait...wait,
please!” Daniel pleaded with the Chief. “Jack’s no Devil. He just wanted save
the woman’s life. He stopped her from dying...right? She lives?” he turned to
Jack for confirmation, but Jack had a death like grip on the post, his face
scrunched up in agony as he tried to override the pain eating it’s way through the
flesh on his back. As Daniel watched in horror, the man continued to lash his
victim. Both Sam and Teal’c, who had now joined them, had attempted to stop the
brute of a man from his given task, but they were held back by several more of
the guards.
Jack couldn’t stop
every scream that fought its way up from his throat, but was making a concerted
effort to remain quiet, biting his lip in pain and making that bleed too.
Daniel turned back from the horrific sight and tried to reason with the Chief.
“Please STOP.
You’re making a mistake. On our world, we save lives all the time. We always
try to make sure every *accident* victim lives. It’s what we believe is the
right thing to do. Please, stop, you’ll kill him.”
The Chief stared
back at Daniel, his expression unreadable.
“So be it,” he
uttered with finality.
Before they knew
what was happening, they each found themselves held firmly by several of the
muscular guards, and forced to watch from their knees. Daniel couldn’t
comprehend what the natives had in mind for them now, and despite his dire
pleading on Jack’s behalf, the lashings continued.
“What?” Daniel
racked his brains trying to find the right words. “Wait a minute? What are you
going to do to us?”
“You are to be
returned to your world, where you will now live better lives without the Devil
as your leader.”
“No...No...No...Jack’s
also a friend. God....” Daniel began hesitantly, slightly out of his depth
here. Searching his knowledge
frantically, he came up with a small quote, and hoped he could sway their
punishment by using it. He couldn’t recall where it came from, but that wasn’t
important right now, and he was desperately appealing for reason. “Our own God
created man on our world....” he never mentioned that they were in all
probability descendants of Earth peoples too. “....to learn to understand our
limitations, and he gave us the knowledge to put things right, to save lives.
Jack was only doing what he believed was right. We have a saying from our
scriptures that cites ‘God helps those that help themselves’. And this we do,
also by helping others as well.
The Chief thought
this through, but his own prejudiced beliefs fought against the idea that
anyone should be able to revive the dead other than the rightful god.
Sam spoke softly,
feeling every lash that she witnessed, wishing there was more she could do to
stop it.
“Daniel...is that
true...that quote you’ve just cited?”
“I’m not sure Sam,
but I don’t think he’s at all familiar with the Bible do you? I just hope it gives him something to think
about and stop Jack’s punishment.”
Sam nodded mutely,
agreeing with his sentiments.
Daniel looked back
over to Jack. He could see his friend was now on his knees and barely
conscious. He could tell he hadn’t passed out completely yet because his head
jerked whenever the whip cracked against the tender skin of his back, now
criss-crossed with bloody lines. Daniel watched, feeling every fiery pain
filled lash himself. Rivers of Jack’s sticky red blood welled up slowly from the
many deep cuts across his back. Jack gave a pitiful moan and fell limp, slumping
awkwardly against the rough post, causing his friends to gasp in their own
private agony at his predicament, and so totally helpless to go to his aid.
Teal’c had struggled free, managing to throw off his captors and ran to Jack’s
side, pushing everyone out of his way. Once there, he felt for a pulse,
relieved when he found a steady but faint throbbing beneath his fingers.
“He’s alive,” he
yelled across to the others, before turning back towards Jack. “O’Neill.”
“Te....” was all
Jack could articulate, rousing slightly through the thick haze of pain, but
that one softly uttered sound meant he was still alive and cognisant, albeit,
barely. “Over?” he asked, mustering up just enough strength to hope his
punishment was finished with.
“I do not believe
it is. I wish it were so O’Neill, but I fear this is just the beginning.” Jack
let out a long whimper of frustration and pain.
Daniel and Sam
both closed their eyes briefly, thanking God for sustaining Jack and keeping
him alive. The brutal whipping had stopped at last, and Daniel was hoping they
would now be able to take Jack and return to Earth to get him the medical help
he so badly needed. He was soon disappointed however, the Chief’s words cutting
deep into his conscious brain almost as if he’d been slashed with a knife.
“You will be returned
to the great circle now, while the Devil’s punishment continues.”
Daniel protested
loudly, but the result only made the guards tighten their grip on him and
proceed to drag him back towards the gate. Sam though, had a clearer plan.
“No...Wait. Daniel,
please; stop struggling; tell them we will go peacefully.”
“Sam? What?...what
are you saying? What about Jack?”
“It’s okay Daniel.
Just tell him, and ask him if we may have our things back before we go through
the gate.”
Daniel looked at
her, a stunned expression on his face. He couldn’t believe that Sam would even
dare to think about leaving Jack behind, especially now in his condition. If
Jack needed them at all, it was here and now. How would he feel if they all
went back to the SGC and left him behind. It was Jack’s personal rule that
no-one got left behind. They just couldn’t go and leave him. He, personally
couldn’t, how so could Sam? She who professed to love him so dearly.
Sam was not immune
to Daniel’s surprised anger, but she took control of the situation as was her
entitlement.
“Do it Daniel.
That’s an order.” Daniel continued to gape at her as if she’d lost her mind,
but seeming minutes later, he turned to the Chief and translated her wishes to
him, sending a thunderous expression back to her afterwards.
The Chief held up
his hands, and the members of SG-1 found themselves released from their captors,
but prevented from rushing to see him. He then turned to Daniel informing him
that their things would be returned to them just before they entered the
portal. Daniel gave Sam a bitter glare as he duly relayed the message back to
her, who nodded with agreement. He just couldn’t understand what she was
thinking. She was shaking the very foundations on which their trust was forged.
How could she remain so calm and calculating at a time like this? She seemed
aloof to the pain Jack was suffering, taking the easy way out, and leaving
their friend to slowly bleed to death. God knows what the natives were going to
do to him after they’d left.
Sam turned back to
face Daniel, her own face impassive though she was fighting to hide the anger coiled
tightly inside her gut. Anger at what they had done to Jack, and anger too at
Daniel’s attitude towards her now, knowing he really believed she would leave
the man she loved behind. ‘No way, this is my strategy being played out here
Daniel. Trust me...please,’ she silently pleaded. Then she requested Daniel, to
ask the Chief if she could say goodbye to the Colonel.
The Chief nodded,
and allowed her to move forward towards Jack.
As she neared
Jack, she could see he was more aware now, watching her as she approached. He
was shivering with the cold and shock, battling so hard against the agony he
was in. His dark hooded eyes stayed on her the whole time she moved towards him,
until their eyes locked when she knelt down in the blood-spattered dirt in
front of him, reaching out her hand to stroke his rough whiskered face. He
could see the tears forming, welling up from her very soul as she whispered his
name softly, and forgetting his rank or title for once. He watched helplessly
as the tears began to trickle free, sliding down her soft skin unchecked.
“Jack. I know
you’re hurting. God...I’m sorry...I wish I could have stopped it....”
“Carter, ’sokay,
it’s not…your fault,” he interrupted, his voice weak and tremulous from the
extreme weariness of pain and cold. He was so tired, so damn cold, and now it just
hurt too much to move too, he really wanted to pass out, to lose himself in
oblivion and be taken home. He leaned into the hand as it cupped his face,
hissing in pain it caused by even that slight movement, but savouring her touch
none the less. His arms ached to be able to hold her and brush away her tears
of distress. She was hurting too.
“They’re going to
escort us back to the Stargate, we have no choice Jack, but although it may
look like we’re leaving you, I promise you now with all my heart, that we’ll be
back again as soon as possible,” he saw the truth behind her words and nodded
with understanding. She took a long look, losing herself in the depths of his
dark eyes, and made him a promise. “I will not leave you behind to die Colonel...no
way! We will come back for you!”
“I know you will
Carter...Get back to the SGC...and bring some back-up...If you go through the
gate...they’ll believe you complied...with their commands...They probably won’t
expect you...to come back later. Don’t want any blood…shed on my behalf…this
isn’t their fault.” he replied wincing, his voice growing weaker and more
breathless as he spoke, until his eyes closed in near exhaustion, clinging to
the very edge of his resolve, and he couldn’t keep back the soft groan of pain
that escaped from his bloodied lips. Lips swollen and split, that he himself
had made bleed through clamping his teeth deep into them in order to stop
himself from crying out in agony with each lash of the whip.
Sam nodded her
understanding in silence, not being able to voice anything for a moment. She
continued to caress his cheek, watching as he grew weaker.
“Yes Sir. We’ll be
back before you know it.”
“I’m…counting…on
it…Carter,” he replied through gritted teeth; opening his eyes again to look up
at her, Sam could see them focus on her, briefly glittering hard, showing her
his steely determination to hold on until she returned, and trusting her
completely, willing her to be strong and return quickly.
“You do that Sir!
I want you to hold onto that thought!”
Sam watched as his
heavy eyes closed again, only this time they remained shut, his body relaxing,
giving in to the inevitable pull of blissful oblivion. Sam ached in her very
soul for him, hoping with all her heart that he would survive this.
Sam was unceremoniously
dragged to her feet, and her hand roughly pulled from its gentle hold on Jack’s
face by one of the burly guards, and she was hustled over to rejoin the others.
She could hardly bear to tear her eyes away from the sight of Jack slumped
unconscious around the base of the pole, tied and whipped like a common
criminal. Sam tried to ignore the deep welts of raw flesh that covered his back
and the bright blood that pooled at the
waistband of his soaking wet BDU’s, merging with the moisture there to turn
them brown, and to soak into the soil beneath his lax body.
All the way out of
the square, the three team-members kept their eyes locked on Jack’s still form,
reluctant to leave him, but more than ever determined to return and rescue him.
They were gently hustled all the way back to the Stargate. The guards stood
over Daniel as he dialled them home and watched in awe as the gate spewed forth
its huge plume of matter. Sam entered the iris code and waited for the all
clear.
“We’re good to go
guys,” Sam called dully, trying desperately to overcome the sinking feeling of
deserting Jack. “Let’s get this over with guys! The sooner we do this, the sooner
we can come back again and rescue the Colonel from this nightmare.”
Daniel wasn’t sure
why they weren’t back there trying to help Jack right now. Sam’s attitude had
puzzled him, but maybe, he thought, she and Jack had something planned after
all. He reluctantly followed Teal’c into the event horizon, seeing Sam step up
beside him before the freezing cold of gate travel whipped all thoughts from
his mind.
**********
The red lights
flashed and the noise from the klaxons filled the corridors of the SGC. General
Hammond made his way down the stairs to the control room in time to hear the
sergeant utter,
“Receiving SG-1’s
IDC Sir.”
“Open the iris,”
Hammond ordered.
Sergeant Davis
complied and placed his hand over the palm scanner making the trinium shield
slide back to reveal the shimmering wormhole. Hammond took the steps to meet
the team from his usual position at the foot of the ramp. Just as he reached
his place the steady flux distorted and three figures emerged. He waited for
the fourth member of the team to appear. Instead the gate shut down behind Sam
and he gaped at her, puzzled.
“Major? Where’s
Colonel O’Neill?”
“We had to leave
him behind Sir. We need to go back a.s.a.p General, and rescue him.”
“What? Briefing
room, now!” he barked, worried beyond reason. What had happened in between the
last report from his 2IC and now? According to Jack’s last check in, they were all
getting along just fine.
The four anxious comrades
made their way up to the briefing room and took their places around the highly
polished table. General Hammond at the head as was his place.
“What the hell
went wrong out there Major?” Hammond demanded. He wasn’t so much angry, more
worried.
Daniel spoke up,
rather than Sam and she allowed him to fill the General in.
“According to
Ebrahim, the chief elder, Jack…em…Jack broke the law….”
“He what?”
“Well, apparently he
rescued a young woman from drowning, and then when she showed no sign of life,
he resuscitated her; which Ebrahim pointed out to us, was strictly taboo. Their
law states that only their god has the power to revive a person from the dead,
and anyone who isn’t a ‘god’ and does the same thing must therefore, be the Devil.
So Jack was accused of being the ‘Devil Incarnate’ and subjected to punishment,
before being sent back into hell.”
“We tried to stop
them Sir, but we were held back. General; we had to watch as Colonel O’Neill
was whipped into unconsciousness, but they said there was more punishment to
come. They refused to let us watch any longer and we were practically pushed
back through the gate. Sir, we can’t leave him there. I promised him we’d go
back for him. He’s relying on us to rescue him.”
“I understand that
Major. What’s the threat assessment there?”
“From what we saw;
not much Sir. Though there were several guards but they had fairly primitive
weapons. We should be able to go in and take them out if necessary. I don’t
want to do that Sir, they are not a hostile people, and apart from this
incident we were treated with the utmost respect….”
“I believe Ebrahim
was genuinely distressed at O’Neill’s fate,” added Teal’c. “I think he was
disappointed to think that O’Neill was labelled as a demon. Up to that point
they had interacted exceedingly well. We would not wish to harm these people General
Hammond. I suggest the use of Zat’nik’a’tels rather than conventional weapons
for the rescue.”
“They don’t
deserve to die General, just because of their beliefs,” Daniel added earnestly.
“Do you know what
they intend to do next?” Hammond asked softly, not sure if he really wanted to
know the details.
“While Sam was
talking to Jack, Ebrahim did tell me what they intended to do with him….” His
voice trailed off and he took a gulp of water from the glass in front of him,
his hand trembling with fear.
Sam looked up in
shock.
“Daniel…you never
said….”
“I didn’t have
much of a chance, did I?” he snapped.
“Dr. Jackson?”
Hammond intervened, puzzled as to why the archaeologist was so highly strung.
“Sorry!” he
muttered, genuinely upset at his reaction, he’d never meant to react so
strongly, but he was still aggrieved over Sam’s odd behaviour on the planet.
“Jack is to be
taken up the nearest mountain, where he will be thrown from the cliff into the
river below. According to Ebrahim, if he should survive the drop, he would be
carried away by the river which disappears into a cave some distance from the
waterfall. Legend has it that the cave is the gateway to hell. The mountain
above it is a volcano and it’s said the river boils before it emerges on the
other side,” he gulped hard, swallowing the lump in his throat with difficulty.
“Oh God!” Sam
uttered softly. Sir, we….”
“Very well
people.” Hammond’s fear for his 2IC was genuine. “Take SG-2 with you. You have
a go.”
“Thank you Sir.”
The relief that they could return for their CO was uttered by all three
remaining members of SG-1.
**********
Jack woke with a
start. The sudden shock of icy cold water hitting his body woke him from the
oblivion into which he’d sunk. He shook his head only to be assaulted by pain.
He held himself rigid, riding out the agony of a deeply lacerated back until he
felt his bonds being released. His thoughts that his punishment was over were
abruptly curtailed when his hands were once again tightly bound behind him. He
was dragged to his feet, where he staggered, light headed from blood loss. A
sudden prod in his back sent fresh waves of agony rippling through his body,
but he remained upright, where he was propelled forward and marched towards his
one time friend, Ebrahim.
The two exchanged
looks. Ebrahim’s saddened brown eyes reflected the misery he felt. This man
whom he’d liked and trusted had turned out to be nothing more than a wolf in
sheep’s clothing. The very Devil himself had beguiled him into trusting him, and
then revealed himself to them all. The thought dismayed him greatly. Jack’s own
dark eyes, hooded with disillusioned frustration stared right back, making the
elder feel worse.
Jack still didn’t
fully understand why this was happening. All he’d gained from the look in his
one time friend’s eyes was regret. Regret that he’d been forced into making him
suffer, when they should have been making a peaceful treaty with each other
instead. Now they were as far apart as they could be, and he was surely going
to die a very painful death, if the others didn’t return to rescue him soon.
Ebrahim averted his
eyes from the hard gaze and nodded to the guards. Jack was then forced to walk
to the West of the town, the crowds which had gathered to watch his punishment
kept their distance, now hissed at him as he passed. He stumbled along, much weakened
by the whipping. The shock of cold water waking him up had gone, and the shivering
had now stopped. Jack knew that it was a bad sign, he knew he should be feeling
the cold, but instead all he felt was a peculiar nothingness, neither hot nor
cold, and realised it masked the hypothermia which had set in. His legs felt wooden,
like lead, and trembled with weakness and whenever he faltered, falling to his
knees groaning with agony, he was yanked back to his feet again and forced to
march onwards. The crowd following in his wake; witnesses the final punishment.
The path wound
upwards, seeming to go on forever, and still Jack stumbled on, forced repeatedly
to walk beyond his limited endurance. Sheer willpower alone kept him from
giving in to the exhaustion he felt. He wanted nothing more, than to collapse
onto the hard ground and yield to the pull of oblivion. If he was going to his
death, he wanted to face it head on with his eyes open, actively seeking a way
out; to survive at all costs.
That was the
problem though. Without knowing it, he was actively feeding the fantasy that he
was the Devil, by his very own determination. ‘Surely,’ they muttered amongst
themselves, ‘no mere mortal could have lasted this long in such a state as he
was?’ Therefore he had proved beyond doubt that he was whom they believed, and
they rejoiced at the prospect of his coming destruction.
Sweat drenched his
body by the time he reached the specific point on the mountain. He’d been
shambling along for over two hours before the party had halted. His sweat chilled
limbs, stiff and uncooperative, were trembling from weakness and fatigue. The
coldness of the evening air had bitten deep into him, but he no longer shivered,
and he knew well the reason why. He had no idea what the time was, but he could
see the pink tinted sky to the west as the sun slowly sank towards the horizon.
He didn’t know
what was next on the agenda, but whatever it was, it wasn’t going to be
pleasant. They allowed him to collapse onto the ground while Ebrahim gave some
long speech to his people, turning every now and then to point at him, which
brought forth a surge of mutterings from the crowd. Jack wondered where his
team were and if they were on their way right now to save him from an almost certain
death. ‘Anytime now Carter would be good!’ he muttered, hoping that even as he
sat there, they were about to spring him from his fate.
No such luck!
The guards were on
him already, dragging him upright again, off towards the thundering roar, he’d
only now realised was there. He’d heard the noise, but thought most of it was
inside his aching head. Now he knew better. The little group stopped at the
very edge of the cliff, his toes overhanging the drop, held there securely by
the guards. A waterfall off to his right, where the rushing water fell at a
heart-stopping rate; the spray even now soaking them where they stood. He
gulped, looking down at the sheer drop below. His heart hammered in his chest
drowning out all thoughts, as a moment of panic set in.
No way.
There was no way
he’d survive a drop like this, not in his present condition and with his hands
tied.
In the gathering
gloom of the evening, the shadows made the river look terrifyingly small from
this height. The small bulge of the lake immediately below him resembled
nothing more than a small pond, before the river resumed it rapid journey once
more into the distance. He followed the river with his eyes, as it rushed
headlong on its way, the bright sparkles from the last rays of the sun lighting
its path, before it disappeared into nothing.
He wondered just
how deep the ‘pond’ was, and whether he could adjust his plunge into some
semblance of a survivable dive. He knew he stood a better chance with his hands
tied in front of him, but no such luck. He closed his eyes, teetering on the
verge of real fear, expecting any minute for the final push that would send him
almost certainly into the next life.
Minutes ticked by
in the silence which had fallen over the whole scene. Even the birds had
stilled their myriad calls as time stretched out beyond the limit of existence.
In seeming slow motion Ebrahim’s hand hovered briefly then gave the final push,
Jack tensed; ready.
It came, and
suddenly he was falling, tumbling into thin air.
**********
As leader of the
rescue party, Sam Carter had divided her troops into two. One half, SG-2, under
the leadership of Lou Ferretti, were ordered up the hill, but to remain at a
discrete distance and stay hidden, they were to keep an eye on what the elders
were doing to the Colonel. Ferretti watched as his friend was forcibly marched
at the head of the column. His exhausted state, plain for all to see. When they
reached the top, Ferretti and his men took to hiding as near as they could and
watched as Jack slumped in a sweating heap onto the ground. Lou could see
exactly what they had done to his friend, the angry blood red lines across his
back stood out stark against his pale skin in the flickering of flaming
torches; clear evidence of his punishment. Lou clenched his fists, angry and
frustrated. He wanted nothing more than to rush out there and grab Jack before
they could do anything else to him, but orders were orders and like the proverbially
good soldier, he waited, watching silently for the next move.
Sam, Daniel and
Teal’c had circled round from the other side, and now watched from the shadows
of the trees below the cliff. The churning waterfall to their left. Sam wished
she didn’t know what the elders were going to do, but she did, and nothing
could change that. When the guards appeared at the very edge, high-lighted by
the last rays of the setting sun, holding Jack firmly between them, they all knew
without a doubt it was going to happen. She hadn’t wanted to believe it, but
here the natives were, doing exactly what had been predicted.
They took off in a
rush to reach a point in the valley from where they could initiate a rescue
plan. Sam stopped at the base of the cliff and looked up in time to see Jack
launched off the promontory. There was no cry from him, just a silent,
graceless fall, with barely a struggle to survive at all costs. There was no
time to lose. Teal’c being the strongest of them all, divested himself of his
boots, jacket and vest, then he plunged into the frigid water.
Seconds later a
conspicuously loud and ominous splash in the dark indicated where Jack had
plunged below the surface. Teal’c swam down to reach his friend, ready to drag
him to safety. It wasn’t easy to see him; the shadows were long and plunged the
valley into an eerie darkness.
Being physically
weakened, Jack tried hard to formulate a better position, barely managing it in
the time allotted him before he smacked into the water with all the force of
hitting a brick wall. He plunged deep into the depths even as his consciousness
was torn him and water began to fill his lungs, already deflated with shock
when he hit the seemingly solid surface.
Jack knew nothing
as his inert body rose up again to the surface of the lake to float free for a
few seconds before being swept away in the rush of wild foam that marked the
rebirth of the river. Carrying him away from his assassins, away from the
township where he had at one time made friends, never to be seen again.
Banished for all time according to their law.
Teal’c headed
towards the point where he believed Jack had plunged, but by the time he’d
reached there, Jack was gone. He broke the surface and frantically looked round
for his friend. Sam pointed downstream and he took off with powerful strokes in
pursuit. The others following along the bank were trying to keep up with their
quarry, feeling more than useless.
The churning of
the water and the darkness made it almost impossible to see where Jack was, but
Teal’c spotted the lifeless form bobbing just a few yards from him, and reached
out with a renewed hope. The chill of the water was tiring him to the point of
exhaustion, but he pushed the feeling aside, wanting only to save his Tau’ri
leader.
**********
Ferretti had
looked on in sheer helplessness as Jack was roughly pushed over the edge. He
and his team had waited for any signs that these people might have spotted the
others attempting a rescue, but there were no cries of discovery, no yells of
deceit to rend the air. The people had cheered when the final push came and
then they had quietly turned to leave, walking back down the hillside to resume
their ordered lives. The only person left was Ebrahim, who stood and stared
over the edge for a long time. If he saw Teal’c attempting to save Jack, then he
said nothing. Lou watched him closely, puzzled at the enigmatic smile which
lifted the corner of Ebrahim’s mouth slightly as he turned away from the edge,
towards them. The fleeting gesture disappearing as quickly as it came, before
he too, joined his people in their homeward journey.
SG-2 broke cover
when the coast was clear, thankful that they hadn’t been forced to use their
weapons against these folks. Ferretti fingered the radio, telling Sam it was
safe, and then beckoned his team to follow the path of the river, ready to meet
up with SG-1, who hopefully, should be reunited with Jack by now.
**********
Teal’c stretched
out a hand and snagged the frozen, saturated body of his friend, pulling his
unconscious form to cradle it against his chest, and then kicked out strongly for
the shore.
Sam and Daniel ran
waist deep into the freezing water to help drag Jack’s limp form from Teal’c’s
arms, allowing the exhausted Jaffa to struggle from the river’s pull for
himself.
They stretched
their CO out onto the sandy bank, releasing the bonds which bound his hands
behind him. Sam felt for a pulse against Jack’s neck. He was frozen to the
touch, his face deathly pale in the torchlight. With tears in her eyes, she shook
her head in frustration. She couldn’t feel any reassuring throb beneath her
fingers.
“Nooooo!…C’mon
Colonel, please! Jack! Don’t you dare die! Do you hear me?” she growled. “Don’t
do this! Not now!”
She and Daniel
ignored the blood as it flowed from a deep cut on his forehead, and began CPR,
hoping against hope that they could revive him.
Teal’c watched
with a detached fear growing in his heart for the brave warrior who had freed
him from Apophis’ tyranny and given him hope for his people’s future. He little
understood the reasons behind this needless act of brutality against his
friend. However insignificantly he allowed his emotions to show, he was still
assaulted by a deep sense of grief when O’Neill’s body rejected all attempts at
revival.
Long minutes
dragged on, but Sam and Daniel refused to give up on their friend. Sam suddenly
gave a surprised gasp as she felt a soft intake of air from the slack body
beneath her hands, which then turned into a shuddering gasp, followed by a
strangled choke. Quickly she and Daniel flipped Jack onto his side, in order
for him to expel the water clogging his lungs. Sam’s hand automatically
soothing him with gentle strokes up and down his arm, judiciously avoiding his
tender back; all whilst clinging desperately onto his hand. Whether this was
for his comfort or for her own, she wasn’t sure, perhaps both, but it felt so good,
because it all meant he was alive.
Jack coughed and
retched, desperately trying to clear his lungs. Intense pain radiated through
his chest, aggravated by the spasms of choking. Finally the wracking heaves subsided,
only then did he feel the rest of his battered body consumed by a fiery agony,
and he let loose a soft whimper, though much too weak to lend much voice to it.
By the time his friends had gently laid him back again, he’d already passed out
once more.
Sam’s nervous fingers
searched for a reassuring pulse, suddenly afraid he’d died on them after all.
She let out a long sigh of relief when she found a feeble throb. Daniel snapped
her from her brief moment of joy, when he grabbed a first aid kit, and began to
clean Jack’s face of the blood, now running freely down it. In her frantic efforts
to restart his heart she had forgotten all about his other injuries. Her duty
as medic took over and she set to work to assess his condition.
Daniel had barely
spoken two words to her since their departure from this world earlier. He
watched her now, as she worked on Jack, uncertain as to what she was feeling.
Although she showed concern for Jack’s condition, she seemed indifferent to anything
other than her duty and showed it by merely presenting a purely platonic
friendship towards the injured man. It puzzled him deeply.
Several minutes
later Jack was bandaged, stripped of his wet things and wrapped in a sleeping
bag, then covered with several blankets, but he was still too cold, and far too
weak to shiver from the cold.
Teal’c had changed
out of his wet gear too, using the clean dry clothes he’d brought with him,
knowing he might need them.
In all this time
Jack hadn’t stirred, his breathing was harsh and rattled in his chest. Sam was
more than thankful when Ferretti and his men found them after an hour, and they
made ready to carry Jack for the long journey back to the Stargate.
It was an arduous
journey through the forest, but they made it. Taking turns to carry the
stretcher between them. Sam had watched her CO closely, making sure he was
still with them, even though his noisy breathing was reassurance in itself, and
she still had to make sure of it, even for her own peace of mind. The wheezy
rattle of every breath he took was enough to worry the returning party and they’d
picked up the pace as best they could in order to get him to Janet as quickly
as possible.
**********
General Hammond took up his usual place at the
foot of the ramp, the diminutive doctor beside him, her team ready and waiting in
the background with a gurney. All it wanted now was the team to step from the
shimmering wormhole and then the process of nursing Colonel O’Neill back to
health could begin. Hammond refused to think that it might already be too late.
Moments later the
gate room was full of activity. The first ones to emerge from the flickering
blue flux was Teal’c and two of Ferretti’s men, carrying the stretcher holding Jack,
then Daniel and Sam, followed by Ferretti and Andrews. The iris closing behind them
was a relief felt by all. Ferretti breathed a huge sigh as the wormhole snapped
off, for some time he felt that he was being watched as they escaped the
planet, expecting any minute to be ambushed.
The stretcher was
placed directly onto the gurney and Janet approached Jack quickly, running her
experienced eye in a rapid assessment over his condition, all whilst making
haste to get him to the infirmary.
General Hammond
had studied the pale inert figure, lying forlorn on the gurney and made a
mental note of the dressing covering his head. As he understood it, Jack had
been lashed with a whip, but clearly he had received other injuries too.
“Major Carter?” he
asked puzzled.
Sam saw the
perplexed frown on the General’s face and watched as his eyes took in Jack’s
appearance, before he was whisked away.
“We’re not sure
General. After the natives pushed him off the top of the cliff into the river we
think he may have scraped the bottom when he plunged in, Sir. The impact when
he hit the water was pretty solid.”
“I see,” he
grimaced, then turned to look at Teal’c. “Teal’c get yourself checked over and
then join us in the debriefing. Briefing
room now people.”
A chorus of “Yes
Sir’s!” from the two teams reached him as he turned and made for the doorway.
Weary though she
was, Sam trudged up the stairs behind the SGC’s Commander in Chief. The others
filed into the room behind her to sit themselves down around the table, Hammond
as usual at its head.
“What happened out
there Major?” he asked turning to Sam.
“When we arrived
at the township, it was practically deserted. We discovered the people were climbing
up the hillside as predicted. That’s when Major Ferretti spotted Colonel
O’Neill Sir. He was being compelled to walk up….”
“Walk? God…he
could hardly stand, and it was more of a stagger.” Ferretti gasped, outraged at
what they’d forced Jack to do.
“We should never
have waited.” Daniel interrupted, “Jack needed us and we left him behind. God
only knows what they did to him after we left and before we got back there.”
Sam looked up quickly
at Daniel’s statement, and his unspoken accusation that she hadn’t done enough,
realising that he was obviously still miffed at her for delaying Jack’s rescue.
“We had no choice
Daniel,” she countered.
Daniel opened his
mouth to continue with his indictment, his eyes bright with anger, but General
Hammond prevented the words from spouting forth.
“Doctor Jackson,
as far as I’m concerned, Major Carter made the right decision. Her leadership
is not the topic up for debate here. This is merely a report on the mission to
rescue Colonel O’Neill. If you would like to add anything you feel is relevant
then please go ahead,” Hammond reprimanded gently, knowing that the
archaeologist was riding high on his frazzled nerves, just as the rest of SG-1
were. He nodded to Ferretti, who knew what Hammond had silently asked him to
do, and after a moment, a cup of hot coffee was placed in front of Daniel.
Hammond took pity
on Sam, knowing that she would be feeling guilty enough as it was, but more so now
that Daniel had openly challenged her leadership.
“Any further
comments you’d like to add Doctor Jackson?”
Daniel studied his
fingers now wrapped around the steaming cup, before muttering his reply.
“None General.”
Sam continued at a
nod from the General.
“I split my forces
up. I sent Major Ferretti to follow the group, while I took SG-1 to the base of
the cliff….”
“Why?” Hammond
asked, curious as to why she had sent SG-2 to follow Jack.
“I had an idea
that maybe they might be able to stop them. I took the alternative and followed
the river’s path. Ferretti signalled they had stopped and we looked up we could
see the Colonel standing on the very edge, silhouetted by the setting sun. He
was held there by at least two guards.”
“Major Ferretti?”
“They’d forced the
Colonel up the hill at the head of the townspeople General,” Ferretti continued
the report. “The chief gave some sort of speech. After which they then dragged
Colonel O’Neill over to the cliff’s edge, holding him there while the Chief
gave another short speech before they shoved him from behind. He could barely
stand Sir, if it wasn’t for the guards he would have collapsed. I was about to
order my men into the crowd to rescue the Colonel from our position, when he
was pushed. We were too late, with his hands were tied, and in his state, he
must have hit the water pretty hard Sir. He was pretty much beaten up when we
joined the others on the beach. Major Carter and Dr. Jackson had managed to
revive him, but he remained unconscious. We then got him onto the stretcher for
the journey home Sir.”
Sam swallowed the
lump in her throat noisily, closing her eyes as the scene flashed into her
mind.
“Revive him Major
Carter?”
Sam opened her
eyes and sucked in a deep breath, ready to take up her side of the events
again.
“Yes Sir. Colonel
O’Neill wasn’t breathing when Teal’c dragged him from the river, and there was
no pulse, so Daniel and I started CPR. We both managed to get him breathing
again, but he never properly regained consciousness. As soon as we rendezvoused
with Ferretti and his team, we headed back to the Stargate.”
Anything to add
Major Ferretti?”
“Nothing Sir. It’s
just as Major Carter stated. We met up with SG-1 and came home. We didn’t encounter
any difficulties on the return journey Sir. It’s like they had accomplished
what their law required and whatever happened to him after that was none of
their business. They were watching us, but they never actually showed
themselves. It felt like we were being followed, although no-one made a move to
stop us.”
“Sir,” Sam
pleaded, desperate to find out how Jack was faring. She really needed to
discover if he was going to survive after his ordeal.
Hammond understood
her request.
“Okay people, let
me have your written reports in due time. Report to the infirmary for your post
mission checks. Dismissed!”
**********
Sam, closely
followed by Teal’c, Daniel, Ferretti and the rest of his team, arrived outside
the infirmary a little breathless in time to see Janet emerge from behind the
curtain round the bed in the far corner.
“Janet?”
The petite doctor
smiled wryly at the sight of them, all agog to hear the news about their friend
and leader. As usual it was Sam with the leading question.
“He’ll be just
fine, given a little time,” she answered the loaded question, halting them in
their tracks. “He was hypothermic and we managed to get his core temperature
up, but it just kept going, so at the moment he’s fighting off a high fever.
Those wounds on his back were infected. He has a concussion, a couple of broken
ribs, he’s dehydrated, has numerous cuts and abrasions and on top of all that
his lungs are congested. So all in all he’s pretty sick right now.”
“Can we see him?”
Sam ventured, shocked at the list of ailments. “Please?”
Janet deliberated,
observing the look on their faces, and then relented. They needed to see the
Colonel for themselves, if only to reassure themselves that he was still alive.
Sam had been so worried when they’d arrived back through the gate. It wouldn’t
hurt to allow them to take a peek for a minute or two.
“Sure, but only
one at a time, and no longer than a few moments. My staff and I have got our
work cut out for a while yet.”
“Thanks Janet,”
Sam squeezed her friend’s arm in passing, as she made for the curtained area,
brushing aside Daniel’s need to see his friend too.
Daniel sighed with
frustration at Sam’s recent attitude. He resented the fact that Sam felt it was
her given right to see Jack first. He hugged himself, while he went over how
their friendship had come down to this. Janet prompted them towards the other
end of the room in order for them to undergo their medicals.
Sam pulled the
curtain to one side and slipped in quietly to study the quiescent form on the
bed. Jack’s upper body was swathed in white bandages, his head wound had been
stitched and covered with a dressing too. His arms resting by his sides were punctuated
by tubes feeding his battered body with vital fluids, medication and extra
blood to replace the loss. His wrists were now bandaged against the damage from
the rough twine that bound him. A nasal canula fed him extra oxygen through his
nose, and overall it painted a picture Sam’s heart could barely abide seeing.
The guilt of leaving him to face his so called punishment alone was
overpowering and left tears streaming down her face.
Hastily batting
the moisture aside, she lightly traced her tear-stained fingers over his lips,
moving them along his strong jaw-line to smooth the salt and pepper strands of
hair from his brow, feeling the heat there. She leaned forward and brushed a
light kiss over his lips, silently pleading with him to forgive her, and make
it through this. Taking a good long look at him, she turned abruptly and fled
the confines of the curtained off area. She would have liked to have left the
infirmary altogether but Janet’s voice halted her progress before she’d reached
the door.
“Sam!”
“Janet,” she
uttered, stopping but without turning round to face the doctor.
“I need to run
your post mission check,” Janet reminded her firmly.
Sam sighed before swivelling
to face her best friend. She should have known better than to try and escape
from Janet’s clutches.
“Okay, but can we
hurry it up?” she snapped impatiently.
“Why? What’s the
rush?” Janet asked calmly, purposely ignoring the sharp tone, after all, she
allowed, the man Sam loved was lying not three metres away, sick and injured.
“I have some work to
finish.”
“Sam? That’s not
the real reason, is it?” Janet probed, knowing her friend as well as she did,
she knew there was something very wrong here.
Sam sat on the
bed, while Janet ran her tests, her head down, her eyes avoiding Janet’s sharp probing
ones.
“There’s no reason
for you to be feeling guilty, you know. Colonel O’Neill would have done the
same too. You know he would.”
Sam sighed. Trust
Janet to know exactly what she was thinking and feeling.
“No he wouldn’t!
He would have refused to leave any one of us behind. He’d do his damnedest to rescue
us and get us home, before any harm came to us. I failed him.”
“That’s nonsense
and you know it! He would never blame you for doing what he would believe was your
given duty.”
“And he nearly
died because I did what I thought was right. I don’t know about you, but I can’t
live with that Janet. It’s tearing me apart! Even Daniel thinks I’ve gone too
far this time! He won’t even look at me,” she exclaimed angrily.
“This is not about
what Daniel thinks; it’s about how the Colonel will view it when he recovers. I
don’t believe for one minute that he would blame you at all. You know darn well
he wouldn’t Sam.” Janet cast a look round the room, and dropped her voice, “He
loves you. Don’t you care about that?”
“Of course I care,
but this is just too much. I broke his cardinal rule Janet; I left him behind,
and he nearly died. Why can’t you understand; there’s no way back from this.
He’ll hate me! We’re finished!”
“Then maybe you
don’t know the Colonel as well as I thought you did, because he’ll recognise
the situation for what it was. He won’t blame you for making that decision.
You’re reading too much into this Sam. Don’t abandon him right now; just
because you ‘think’ you’ve done wrong. He’ll need you more than ever while he
recovers from this.”
Sam sat silently,
withdrawn within herself while she wrestled with her friends words. Janet laid
a hand on her arm, and gave it a gentle squeeze.
“Sam?”
“Okay. I’ll be
there if he needs me, but as soon as he recalls the incident, I’ll have to put
in for a transfer. He won’t want anyone under his command that he can’t trust.”
“Look, don’t do
anything you might regret later. Wait and see what he says. Please!”
“Janet, I’ll never
be able to look him in the eye again. It wouldn’t be fair to him to have to
work with me. He’ll never be able to trust me any more.”
“Sam….” Janet
began, but Sam interrupted her tersely, unwilling to carry on with the pointless
exchange.
“Are you done?”
Janet sighed but
nodded.
“The medical? Yes,
for now. The talking….”
“Good!”
Sam then leapt
from the bed and was out of the door before Janet could stop her.
Janet kept her
eyes on the door as it swung closed, wondering just what was happening with Sam.
Whatever it was she didn’t like it and mentally determined she was going to
sort things out, one way or another. These were her friends and they all needed
each other if they were going to survive as a team.
She roused her
thoughts as she walked over to the curtained area and pulled them aside to come
face to face with a rather self-conscious Daniel. She could tell by his face
that he’d heard almost everything. Giving Jack a quick check, she shooed Daniel
from the bedside.
“My office
Daniel…now!”
He nodded
reluctantly. Janet was in determined mood, so he followed meekly. Once they
were there, she shut the door for some privacy.
“Sit!” she
demanded, perching herself on the edge of her desk so that they could at least
be eye to eye.
“Daniel…what the
hell is going on between you and Sam?”
He drew in a deep
breath and blew it out noisily, defeat written clearly across his face.
“I don’t really
know,” he sighed again, dragging the words out with an effort. “Out there….” He
waved a hand to emphasize when they were off world. “….she… I thought she loved
him Janet, but…I… she was acting hard and unfeeling. I’ve never seen her like
that. Even afterwards, when Teal’c dragged Jack from the river, it was like she
was detached, aloof somehow. Like she was treating Ferretti, or someone else.”
“So what happened
between you for it to get this bad?”
“I just couldn’t
believe she would leave him behind,” he replied angrily.
“So you argued?”
“Not exactly, no.
I got annoyed yes, but I never said anything.”
“You didn’t have
to apparently.”
“No, so I heard.”
He ducked his head, partly ashamed that Janet was reading like a book.
“We need to
convince her to ride this out; not to be rash in her actions. She was doing her
best Daniel. It’s tough being in command; it’s her job when the Colonel is no
longer able to take control. She has to make the tough decisions. Just ask him
what it’s like.”
Daniel frowned at
her, but sighed again. He was really tired of this. He just wanted things to
return to normal. He wanted Jack to be okay.
“Please Daniel.
Talk to her. Your disapproval is making her worse.”
He hesitated, so
Janet continued.
“You know, when
the Colonel recovers he’s going to wonder why his team is falling apart around
him, and it’s not going to do him any good. He’ll believe that it’s his entire
fault and it will tear him apart. He needs all of you to rally round him, it’s been
a tough time and he should have his team to see him through it. Even if he
doesn’t admit that to anyone, you know that’s the truth. He’s a very…private
man, and it’s probably given him more anxiety knowing you all had to witness
his punishment. He’ll see this as a sign of weakness, which will make him feel
guilty as well. You have to give it a try Daniel, for Jack’s sake. Is that too
much to ask?”
Janet raised
herself from the desk and sat down on her chair, feeling a little weary from
the effort of persuading Daniel to act now, before it was too late for them
all, and hoping she had done the right thing.
Daniel wrapped his
arms around his body and glanced through the window towards the curtained off
bed, seeing Jack in his mind’s eye, lying there battered and still unconscious,
then turned back to face the earnest expression of his physician and good
friend. He capitulated.
“Okay. I’ll try,
but I can’t promise anything. You know Sam perhaps better than I do, but, yeah,
I’ll give it a go.”
**********
Jack wrestled with
his fever for several days by which time Daniel had so far failed to make Sam
see sense.
Sam had kept her
promise to Janet, and taken her turn in sitting, watching over her CO, but as
soon as he showed any sign of recovering his wits she was conspicuous by her
absence.
Janet was the
first one to see Jack awaken from his fevered nightmare.
“Colonel!” Janet
was smiling down at her patient, glad to see him open his eyes at last.
“Doc!” he croaked,
before coughing painfully.
Janet helped him
sip some cool water from the glass, and he savoured the refreshing liquid.
“Thanks.”
Jack looked round
his bed, hoping to see Sam or at least Daniel or Teal’c, but Janet was on her
own.
“My team?” he
puzzled.
“They’re all fine
Colonel. They’re working,” she informed him.
“Ah!” he closed
his eyes, but Janet could see he was disappointed they weren’t there.
“How do you feel
Sir?”
“Sore! Wrung out!
Hot!” He coughed again wearily.
Janet offered him
some more water, and looked into his statement, mentally adding ‘lonely’ to the
list as well.
“You’ve been
running a fever. Those lashes across your back became infected, and you’ve got
a chest infection.”
“Great!” he
sighed. “So what’s the bad news?”
“That would be
you’re stuck here for a while Colonel.”
He frowned up at
her, but the look was spoiled by the fact that he couldn’t keep his eyes open
any longer, and drifted back to sleep.
Janet smiled down
at him, relieved that he seemed okay now. All it needed was to have his team
there to greet him when next he awoke.
**********
Jack was pleased
to see Daniel sitting by his bed when he roused some time later, though the
archaeologist was yawning, and rubbing his sleep deprived eyes.
“Keeping you up?”
Jack asked, grinning.
“Jack!...um…no.
I’m fine. It’s been a long day. You?”
“Like I had a run
in with a steam engine.”
He coughed a few
times, until Daniel held the glass up to his lips for him to sip the cool
water.
“Thanks. So…how
long?”
“Um…three days.”
“That all? Felt
like months.”
“High fever,”
Daniel stated, as if that would explain everything clearly.
“Oh!”
Jack closed his
eyes trying to recall those missing days. Daniel wondered if he’d fallen asleep
again, but Jack spoke up once more.
“Where’s Carter?”
“Um…Sam’s…er…working.”
She was. He knew she was still in her lab; he’d spoken to her barely a half
hour ago.
“Still?”
“Jack, it’s not
that late. It’s….” he glanced at his watch, suddenly realising the time.
“…um…well actually it is.”
Jack raised his
eyebrow, waiting for Daniel to enlighten him.
“And it’s?”
“It’s 21.18hrs
actually. I didn’t realise it was….” His voice trailed off, unsure what to say.
“Tell her to go
home, get some sleep. I’ll see her in the morning.”
Daniel looked away
from Jack’s scrutiny a little sheepishly, unwilling and unable to mention
anything to his friend. So far his attempts to talk to Sam had failed to
persuade her to change her mind. He’d apologised; he’d pleaded; he’d begged her
to just talk things over, but she’d resisted all his endeavours.
“Daniel?” Jack’s
way of speaking his name, meant he was now suspicious that something was going
on, and he wanted, if not, needed to know what.
Daniel didn’t
answer, so Jack continued.
“Tell!” he
demanded.
Daniel wavered,
unsure if he should tell or not, but Jack had a way of undermining his resolve
and always could get him to confess.
“Um…she…she
doesn’t believe you will want to see her,” he blurted out in a rapid string of
words.
“What?” Jack
couldn’t be sure he’d heard correctly. “What the hell does that mean?”
“She…feels guilty
about leaving you behind….”
“Oh fer cryin’ out
loud! I told her to go get help. In fact, if I remember rightly, I ordered her
to return to base.”
“You did?” Daniel
was startled. “She never said,” he accused. This threw a whole new light on her
actions, but not her attitude.
“I want to see
her!” he demanded.
“Now?”
“Yes. Now! If
she’s still on the base, then she can come see me.”
“But, it’s
late…Janet will….”
“Daniel!”
“I don’t think
she’ll come, Jack.”
“Daniel!”
Daniel knew when
he was beaten, and yielded to Jack’s will. He sighed and stood up.
“Okay. I’ll try,
but don’t say I didn’t warn you!”
Jack watched him
leave, seeing his friend wasn’t happy by a long shot. Something funny was going
on, and it bugged him. He needed to find out what was eating away at his team.
**********
“Sam!”
Sam looked up from
her computer and sighed.
“Daniel.”
“Jack’s awake.”
She cast her eyes
away from him, looking instead at the computer screen, though seeing nothing of
the work it held. Daniel continued when she remained silent.
“He wants to see
you.”
“I don’t….”
“Sam. He’s asked
me to tell you, he, Colonel O’Neill, wants to see you.”
She stiffened,
angry that he’d obviously demanded her attendance.
“Was that an
order?”
Daniel sighed,
letting his shoulders droop.
“No. But if you
don’t go now, he could very well make it one. We both know that’s not what he’d
want.”
Sam nodded,
slightly mollified.
“Okay. I’ll be
there. Just give me a minute.”
Daniel nodded and
went back to his lab, deep in thought.
**********
Jack smiled as Sam
entered, but one look at her face and the pleasure at seeing her faded.
Something was definitely wrong.
“Carter?” he
greeted her, unsure of what she was thinking.
“Sir!” she
replied, rigid with military protocol and a coldness that made him unwillingly give
a little shiver.
He grimaced,
thinking things must be bad for her demeanour to be like this.
“You wanted to see
me?” she accused.
“I did, yeah,” he
answered warily, but trying the friendly approach. “So what happened?”
“Sir?” She pleaded
ignorance.
“Come on Carter.
Don’t give me that dumb act. I may be slow on occasions but I’m not stupid.
Spill it!” he coughed.
Sam hesitated,
looking anywhere but at those piercing dark eyes of his. She held back her
thoughts, but when she didn’t answer, he prodded her further.
“Sam, c’mon, tell
me,” he pleaded, hoping that by using her given name it would melt the ice.
After a few
moments in which he’d almost given up hope of reaching her, she reluctantly
spoke, though it almost caused her resolve to admit the problem.
“I left you
behind,” she whispered.
Jack looked up
into her face, trying to get a look at her eyes. He could see the moisture
lurking behind them, ready to fall at the slightest provocation. His cough was
annoying him, but he pushed on, hoping to break through.
“I ordered you to
go.”
“I’d already taken
that option by then,” she countered.
“Then you made the
right call.”
“You nearly died!”
“Maybe. But I
didn’t. Because you came back for me. I don’t know how you did it, but I
wouldn’t be sitting here otherwise.”
“Daniel believes I
was wrong. He didn’t trust me.”
“Ah!” So this was
the problem, he realised with sudden inspiration. “You made the right call! I
trusted you to make that decision,” he stated, coughing, unable to stop it.
“I don’t know if I
can do that again.”
“Carter?”
“I hated myself
for leaving you there. I couldn’t bear watching….”
“There was no
other option. So okay, it was tough, but those people didn’t deserve our wrath
because of their beliefs. That’s why I ordered you to return to base and come
back later. I trusted you then, and I still do. That’s all that counts.”
He watched as one
tear, followed by another trickled down her cheek. It was hastily brushed
aside, while she sniffed. He coughed once more, but took a sip of water to
stifle it.
“How can you still
trust me when I left you there to die?” she snapped angry with herself more
than him.
“Because I have
the greatest confidence in your abilities as my 2IC,” he stated, then as she
looked right at him for the first time, her blue eyes awash with tears, he
added softly, “And because I love you Sam!”
He watched,
satisfied, when the barrier finally crumbled and the tears flowed faster.
“C’m’ere!” he
beckoned, pulling her to his chest when she melted into his arms.
He sat patiently waiting
for the sobs to subside. His fingers caressed her hair, and he pressed a light kiss
to the top of her head. It felt good to hold her again. She pulled away from
his embrace suddenly, and stretched her back, smiling weakly at him.
“Sorry,” she
murmured, “Awkward position.”
He took her hand instead
and squeezed it.
“You okay now?”
She nodded,
slightly embarrassed at having broken down in front of him. All her former
resolve having flown out of the window.
“Yes Sir. I think
I am.”
Jack couldn’t help
the yawn that cracked his jaw, or the cough that followed it. He winced.
Sam grew
concerned.
“Are you okay?”
she asked, offering him the glass of water.
After downing
another few sips, he shrugged.
“Damn infection.
Just…tired,” he mumbled, settling back into the pillows. It had been a long
hard slog getting to the bottom of things, but it had been well worth it. Now
all he wanted to do was sleep. “Sooo…are we okay?”
Sam smiled. It was
the first time he’d seen her whole face light up since before the mission.
“Yes Sir!”
“You did good
Carter. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.”
His eyes closed,
but he blinked hard to keep them open.
“I swear Doc only
gives these damn drugs so she doesn’t have to listen to me complaining so
much!”
Sam giggled, and
he relaxed knowing things would be okay now.
“I should leave
you to rest Sir.”
He grunted an
affirmation and allowed his heavy eyelids to droop.
“That would be the
correct assumption Carter,” he slurred sleepily; both unable and unwilling, to
drag his eyes open again.
Sam watched and waited
until his breathing had evened out then whispered the words she couldn’t say
earlier.
“I love you too
Jack!” She placed a warm hand on top of his for a moment, then she quietly left
him to sleep.
Turning away from
him she never saw the smile that diminished the lines or worry on his face as
he drifted away.
**********
“Daniel!”
Sam entered the
lab, having been too late to see him last night, she was determined to patch
things up the first chance she had.
“Sam!”
“Look, I’m sorry
if you thought….”
“Sam!” he
interrupted. “It’s me that should be sorry. I owe you an apology. I didn’t
realise that Jack had ordered you to pull out. You should have said.”
“No Daniel. I
shouldn’t have needed to. I was in command during the Colonel’s incapacity as
leader. I should not have had to resort to those tactics,” she was angry again.
She’d gone in there, trying to put things right, only for Daniel to twist
things.
“I’m sorry. You’re
right. I should have taken your word. It’s just that…I felt so helpless. I
couldn’t see that coming back here was going to help Jack.”
“It was the only
way Daniel. The Colonel knew that. He couldn’t condemn them because of their
beliefs. He didn’t want them harmed in any way, that’s why we took Zats. We did
what we believed was the right thing to do. As it turned out, everything is
fine.”
“Yet it could have
gone the other way. Jack could have died….”
“But he didn’t
Daniel. That’s the whole point. We got there in time. Ifs or maybes, doesn’t
count. I learned that from him. He was right, and we have to put this behind us
if we want to go on as a team. I can’t carry on if you can’t trust me to do my
job.”
Daniel saw her
determination, and sighed. He knew she was right. The fact that Jack was
willing to back her up was just the persuasion he needed.
“Okay then. You’re
right, and I’m sorry. It wasn’t my place to judge you without knowing all the
facts. If things had ended differently… Only then should I have cause to doubt
your decision. I’m sorry, really!”
“God, Daniel.
Don’t you think it tore me up inside to do what I did. I hated myself for
leaving him. I had to be hard on myself; otherwise I could have ended up
getting all three of us in trouble too. I’m sorry if it was hard on you guys as
well. I never meant to hurt anyone.”
Daniel felt the
weight lift from his shoulders, but at the same time, he realised she was
carrying all of the responsibility of Jack’s punishment as well as their
welfare. He watched as she surreptitiously wiped away a tear. He closed on her
in two steps, wrapping his arms around her, while she wept in relief.
“Sam, I’m sorry.
I’ve been a real pain in the ass. Forgive me?”
She pulled away
and raised her swimming eyes up to his, laughing at his words.
“There’s nothing
to forgive Daniel. I was just as bad.”
“So we’re okay?”
“Yeah Daniel.
We’re fine.”
They shared
another hug before they both went off to see Jack.
**********
Teal’c was
standing at the foot of Jack’s bed, listening to Jack spout forth on some
subject when they entered the room. He
nodded to them, and smiled slightly, seeing them together had put his mind at
ease. He’d actually hated to be the one to see them fall apart.
“Hi kids!” Jack
greeted them, pushing away his half finished breakfast tray.
Daniel spied the
toast still sitting forlornly on the plate.
“Don’t you want
that?”
Jack shook his
head.
“Nah! Not really
hungry.”
Without further
ado, Daniel picked it up and started to devour it.
“Help yourself
Daniel by all means!”
“Hmm! Thanks,”
mumbled Daniel through his mouthful.”
Jack rolled his
eyes, and sighed.
“And you can keep
your eyes off my coffee!” Jack added, seeing Daniel look longingly at it. He
sought to distract his friend.
“So, are you two
okay with this now?” he asked.
They both looked
at each other and nodded.
“Yeah sure. We
chatted it over this morning. We’re fine Sir,” Sam assured him, while Daniel
merely nodded; his mouth still full of toast, and then muttered something which
no-one could recognize.
Jack sighed,
looking at the others.
“This is what I
survived for? Daniel for a linguist you sure are difficult to understand
sometimes.”
Daniel spluttered,
spraying Jack with toast crumbs.
“Jack!” Daniel
managed to utter after swallowing with difficulty
“Daniel!” Jack
countered, wiping the soggy crumbs from his scrubs.
“Sorry!” Daniel
apologised, full of remorse, stuffing yet more toast into his mouth.
Jack smiled
tightly, casting his friend a disparaging glare.
“I’d already said
I didn’t want the damn toast. There was really no need to share it with me!”
The comment only
made Daniel choke on the remaining mouthful, almost spraying Jack again.
“Oh fer cryin’ out
loud Daniel. Finish already will ya!”
Several thumps on
his back later, Daniel had regained his equilibrium and colour, and glared down
at his friend, sitting so innocently in the bed.
“What?” Jack
asked, mystified but with an impish grin across his face, which belied his
naive looks.
“I was right, I
said it before the mission and I’ll say it again; even the folks on PZ4 792 correctly confirmed the fact….” Daniel paused
for effect.
“And what would
that be Daniel?” Jack asked beginning to worry about what the young man was
going to say.
Sam and Teal’c
threw him puzzled looks too.
He looked at each
of them, a sly smile turning the corners of his mouth up as he finished his
reflections.
“That you, Jack,
really are a devil.”
“Birds of a
feather Daniel.”
Jack studied his
friend, his head on one side, then waggled his eyebrows and smiled crookedly at
him, he then grinned at Sam before she dissolved into laughter at the look on
Daniel’s stunned face. Teal’c however, merely raised an eyebrow at their
antics.
“Jeez; Thanks
Jack!” Daniel managed to splutter at last. He tried to sound disgruntled, but
knew he’d failed when he could no longer hold back a snigger.
Jack surveyed his
team from where he lay back against the pillows, content to watch his team.
Yes; he’d be the
devil; if that’s what it took. He’d fight like the very devil himself; to
protect his team. He’d act like the devil; just to see his team happy. And he’d
willingly trade places with the devil if they should get themselves captured;
if it meant his team could go free. It would be worth his very soul; for the
sake of his family.
The End.